Thursday, July 20, 2006!
HandWritten on; 11:34 PM
sigh.today was freaky.close to two hours of lectures,problem-solving--;; and yeah.sigh.reallyreally hope things will go on fine on saturday.it's so fast.only two days away.less than two days,to be exact.NANYANG GLITTERS.nanyang modern dancers we can do it!bolero,dontstop,amazonic blue.mhmm!it shall be a memorable experience yah.just imagining all the seats in the audience filled up with people kinda scares me out.there are like seats everywhere.which means there will be people everywhere.haha stage fright!sigh.really hope nothing screws up.i think what ms yeo said today at the studio was rather true.it was kinda thought-provoking.sigh.i dont want the dance troupe to fall ): i dontknow what i can do for you seriously.whatever.we should only focus on the show now.the show the show the show.glitters glitters glitters!FOCUS.concentrate.nothing's more important.go nymd!i cant believe it.after this saturday the secfours will be gone.four years.everything will be over in less than two days' time.it's kinda incredible.i cant really accept it.haha it feels weird but i suddenly have an urge to cry(: is this that kind of feeling every senior will get when they have to leave?hugs.love every second with nymd,with my dancemates,the juniors.I'LL MISS ALL OF YOU.shoutouts someday.i love all of you.at least i can be sure that what i'll bring away from nymd are definitely,the beautiful
beautiful memories. <3<3<3
you will be kept secretly, deep in my heart;